Since
yesterday I didn't concentrate on my study. There are a lot of problems. For
one thing is about him. I really want to end our relationship, but I don't know
what I should tell him about my reason. Well actually, between us there is no
comitment each other. We've never told about our comitment to have this
ralationship. And eventually, I don't know why accepted him anymore. Instead of
when I've read a book about having relationship. I'm not sure that he will be
the real my couple. I'm absolutely not sure.
I've been just
aware that during I still have relationship, it's not useful. He's not better
man for me.*__*. I'm so sorry. Perhaps, that's my fault that say I love you.
But then, I don't know what I feel. I wanna tell you my reason, but I'm afraid
that you can't understand what I mean because your mind is still childist.
Perhaps, I am waiting for good time to tell you honestly.
And
then......
Hmmmmm..... perhaps, I want to show
my parents about some surprises which I'll give them. All members of my family
have already got their birthday. First, My father has got his birthday on 27th
Jan, and then I have got my birthday on 16th March the same with my brother.
And for tomorrow is my mother's birthday and a week later is my sister's
birthday. ^__^. Well actually, I have prepared some presents for them all ^__^.
Especially for my mother. I'll give a piece of material which is worn for
praying ^__*. In the long past, I have planned to give it her, but I didn't
still have enough money to buy it. Actually I had, but it wasn't my own money,
but it was father's. Because today I have got money myself, finally I just
bought it for her. Eventhough that money comes from my schoolarship, it means
that it is my salary because of my struggle in my study. ^__^.
I wanna give
it her, because hers is not good to wear. Its colour have been pale and also I
want to see my mother looks more beautiful when she wears it ^__^. I chose
white colour for her because white is symbol that describe a purity of her
affection she alwasys gives me. *__*.
For father,
hmmmmmmmm..... I will give him a big package of coffee he likes most. He likes
drink coffee very much.^__^ Although he likes it so much, he never drinks it
more than a cup of coffee. He really pays attention about his health. ^__^
About my
brother, I also give a package of coffee like father, but it's small one than
father's. I'll give it which is a bit different that taste is special of
Ginseng, because he is not well and he has a trouble with his throat, he can't
speak loudly as usual. So, impossible for him to drink the ordinary coffee one,
because it will make worse for him.
At last, for
my cute little sister, I'll give her a cute small pencil case which its picture
is spongebob that she likes very much. ^__^. Well actually, she wants me to
give her some ice cream, I don't because it's not good for her. My reason to
give her the pencil case is because her desk is always in messy. It's because
her things like pens, pencils, erasers, and other things always spread everywhere, so messy..... sometimes she is not only confused to look for her things, but also she forgets where she put them actually. So, by
giving the pencil case, she will understand that she should put all of those in
it and neatly. ^__^
Now.....
I have wrapped
the presents beautifully very much and all has been already to give them. I
wish they are happy with my surprised and I'm going home tomorrow ^__^.
I AM COMING,
DAD & MOM.... ^___^
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