Am I Still Your Friend?

            She is so kind person that every students in my class like to be her friend. I also like to her friend. Actually, we are a close friend. But it will not be like as in the past that she and I were always together in a situation when we discussed lesson and hanged out together, and also chatted each other.

            Our friendship has been changed. It is because of my mistake which make her very disappointed with me. I has hurt her. One day, on Thursday, we actually have essay writing class, but at that time we do not have the class because a lecturer can not teach us. All of the students have received the information about having no any the class by a message, included me, except her. She is very disappointed with me because I do not tell her about the information. Therefore she come to the class. She has waited for the class starts and all of my friends. But in fact, no one who comes to the class unless her. Perhaps, it makes her alone there. Because of that, she is really angry with me.

            In the evening, she sends me a message that she tells me about her disappointment because I do not inform her about there is no essay writing class. I reply her message saying very sorry to her about my mistake. I do apologize to her and tell her that I really forget to forward the message no essay writing class to her. But there is no response from her. I send her again but still no her response and she makes my tears fall down getting wet on my cheeks. I hope she will reply my message but she keep on silent.

            I was just aware why she was so silent yesterday in the class. It was like that she did not want to talk to me. When I greeted her, she did not reply my greeting. She kept on silent and ignored me. On her face showed that she was so angry with me.

            One day later, I come to the class before her. In a few minutes later, I see her come in to the class, and she takes a seat in front of me. Then I come to her standing in front of her, and say really sorry to her. She ignores me. Even she asks me to get away from her. I will not, because I can not go without her forgiveness. But she still forces me getting away from her.  Then, I directly hug her hardly while keep on my saying sorry to her. She catches my hugging. It makes me crying. I cry in her hugging. At that time, I really feel that I love her very much. I do regret making her disappointed, in hurt, and angry with me. I do not want between us being enemy each other, after what nice moment with her I have, I want us make a friend anymore as before. Finally, she forgives me. It makes me happy. We leave out our hugging each other.

            Two days later, I feel that she keeps on away from me. She looks like considering me as a stranger. Even though we have apologized each other, we are not close friend anymore as before. She used to greet me when she meet me in everywhere. Sometimes, she hugs me when we meet each other. Sometimes, we chat each other for a long time. But now she looks like keeping on away from me. She talks to me when I am near her even she ignores me. She does not greet me when we meet each other, not hug and make a joke each other anymore. Now she moves on other friends. It is like that I am not her close friend again anymore. I don’t know why she behaves so. I realize that I am wrong. I have appologized to her and she has also forgiven me. But why she ignores me, not reply my greet and not talk to me.

 I beg you please forgive me. I am so sorry my beloved friend.